The closest thing....

To an affordable yuppy lifestyle - Living at Holland V. Haha.... I rather fancy fixing up some old flat in the area into my own den. Not that I know that place well at all but well.. to have a cold storage that closes at 11pm sounds pretty much like what I envisioned my late 20s to be.

I dont know... today was quite a day. Started work at 6, ended at 930 then dinner at 11 plus conversation and drinks... in today's case - teh-O-peng. Maybe I can soon add the 645am jogs in... Not quite as cool as a midnight workout at california or planet (i omit the second parts purposefully) but still works.

Wonder how long I can last like this.....

worse

This thing is getting bad.. EVERYTHING gets to me.. esp little things. And I HATE IT when i get blamed for the slow internet.. at least tell me when you disable my net... and stop fucking complaining about it.. Its not like I'm not letting you stop my using the net... just shut yer yap already. Day in Day out whine whine whine, pissing me off only.

I forgot

Hey hey hey....

I'm actually quite glad that I'd forgotten my blog username over the weekend.. I think its right up there with all the other times in my life that I've royally screwed up and it'd have made this blog a really unpleasant one.

On hindsight....

I should really stop indulging in my weird imagination.. tends to psych myself in a really bad way...

I neeeeed to start exercising. There haven't been many times that I've felt so completely crap about my body. It probably had alot to do with the bloating and its gone down considerably now.. but still.. now that I know how vulnerable and frustrated I can be when I don't like the way I look. I mean.. it's one thing to not think that I've got a perfect bod and it's another when I come so close to hating it. Perhaps I'm one step closer to understanding why some people anorexic.

So now.. back to work. Things are going well I guess.. works starting to come in and I just hope I can keep up the enthusiasm I've had so far. Nah.. I can.