please...

I need my squad of cheerleaders!! where are my monday cheerleaders?!?!

thoughts on a bus

A turning tide
Lovers at a great divide
why d'you laugh
When I know that you hurt inside?

And why d'you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?
And why d'you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

A tell-tale sign
You don't know where to draw the line

And why d'you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say
And why d'you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

Well for a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

While having myself a cuppa lovin'...

So there's my cuppa, and here's the reminiscin'..

I miss my little room with the big window.
And the view out into the sky.
Where over a little hill,
Is where the sunsets lie.

We're huddled against the heater,
On that little fold out bed,
Watching Stephen Chow
Fall over his own head.

And then quite out of now where,
I gave a little squeal.
"It's snowing its snowing!"
Oh I can remember how that feels!

We push open that giant window
and climb out onto the ledge
To watch the rest of the street
all go a little mad.

hehe..

As one by one the snow flakes fell
and settled on our noses,
we felt them on our cheeks
pretty and soft - like roses.

It filled me with a wistful yearning
for life to always be like that
But alas I'm here.
What happened to that?

I miss the winter
I miss being carefree
I miss the friendship
I miss me.

Me.