Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Thought of the day

When you've spent your whole life needing to find perfection, knowing that nothing else will do, you might realize one day that there will never be a second best. Settling is no longer something you will not do, but cannot do.

And when that day comes, you will be the saddest person on earth because there is no such thing as perfection.

And since there is no second best, you will have nothing.

Will you settle now?

I'll never find..

Candy in my pocket... i dont wear pockets anymore

I'll never find...

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Old songs that sneak up on you and leaves you with a small smile



You are far, when I could have been your star

You listened to people Who scared you to death, and from my heart

Strange that you were strong enough

To even make a start

But you'll never find peace of mind

Till you listen to your heart
People, you can never change the way they feel

Better let them do just what they will

For they will, If you let them

Steal your heart from you People,Will always make a lover feel a fool

But you knew I loved you We could have shown them all

We should have seen love through
Fooled me with the tears in your eyes

Covered me with kisses and lies So good-bye, but please don't take my heart


You are far, I'm never gonna be your star

I'll pick up the pieces and mend my heart

Maybe I'll be strong enough, I don't know where to start

But I'll never find peace of mind, while I listen to my heart

People, you can never change the way they feel

Better let them do just what they will

For they will,

If you let them, steal your heart

And people, will always make a lover feel a fool

But you knew I loved you, We could have shown them all

We should have seen love through
But remember this, every other kiss, That you ever give, long as we both live

When you need the hand of another man

One you really can surrender with

I will wait for you, like I always do

There's something there, that can't compare

With any other


You are far

When I could have been your star

You listened to people

Who scared you to death, and from my heartS

trange that I was wrong enough

To think you'd love me too.

I guess you were kissing a fool

You must have been kissing a fool

-George Michael

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Best

2024 is real. is true.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Happy

I'd rather dance with you than talk with you, so why don't we just move into the other room. There's space for us to shake, and 'hey, I like this tune'. Even if I could hear what you said, I doubt my reply would be interesting for you to hear. Because I haven't read a single book all year, and the only film I saw, I didn't like it at all. I'd rather dance than talk with you.The music's too loud and the noise from the crowd increases the chance of misinterpretation. So let your hips do the talking. I'll make you laugh by acting like the guy who sings, and you'll make me smile by really getting into the swing. I'd rather dance than talk with you.
Smile

TKOC

Sunday, October 09, 2005

We Rubbish

Xiang Dang Nian.... haha.. yeah.. sure was a night of good food and definitely good fun. Friends to rubbish around are few and far between.. thanks guys!

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Over and Over

Same old same old

Time

Gripe

eRxEcAuSsOeNsS

Too Long
Too Late

deNsEpEeDrate to

getoutleavemigratezouexitlikai

Fuck off to

Life.

Screw Security
Screw Stability
Screw Sanity
Screw Sensibility
Screw YOU

Thursday, September 29, 2005

roller coast er

qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqRed. Hot. Night.







weirdest morning







qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqLowest day

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Have I ever mentioned that the Foos Rock?

Best of you


I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone?s got their chains to break
Holding you
Were you born to resist?
Or be abused?
Is someone getting the best of you?
Or are you gone and on to someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I'll break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
It's real, the pain you feel
Your trust?
You must confess
Is someone getting the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
It's real, the pain you feel
The life, the love you'd die to heal
The hope that starts the broken heart
Your trust? You must confess
Is someone getting the best of you?
I've got a another confession, my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in-I refuse
Is someone getting the best of you?

Sunday, September 25, 2005

The Beach

sleeping on the beach has got to be one of the most peaceful experiences.

easy living.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

how in the world do they know these things?

Your Birthdate: January 22

While sometimes employing unorthodox approaches, you are capable of handling large scale undertakings.
You assume great responsibility and work long and hard toward completion.
Often, especially in the early part of life, there is rigidity or stubbornness, and a tendency to repress feelings.

Idealistic, you work for the greater good with a good deal of inner strength and charisma.
An extremely capable organizer, but likely to paint with broad strokes rather than detail.
You are very aware and intuitive.
You are subject to a good deal of nervous tension.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Somebody to love

Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry
Lord what you're doing to me
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
Somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work hard every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down on my knees
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord - somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?

(He works hard)

Everyday - I try and I try and I try -
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm goin' crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
Got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah

Oh Lord
Somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat
I'm ok, I'm alright
Ain't gonna face no defeat
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!

Find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

-hehe

Queen Rocks.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Dubai desert dreams

I love the way life puts you through the worst thing then lead you into the time of your life.

and now i know i am in love with what i do.

I'm happy.

Friday, September 09, 2005

Sleepless

Second night... :) hasn't happened in a long while, sleeplessness. Is it excitement? That I might have finally been rested?

Its restlessness I think. Wanting.. needing to do something. But I havent yet figured out what it is. Don't think its hit so hard in a while.. hehe.. do I do something about it? Am I about to allow the lil'uns some free reign to lead me into something whose consequences have not be cerebrally explored and carefully analysed through a detailed cost-benefit analaysis?

Trash revisited

"You know we'll end up in bed."

"No we won't."

"Try to stop yourself."

- Ellen and Spurs

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Thank goodness its over!

Well not completely.. but at least I can eat properly again. And my gratitude to all of you who induldged this sympathy whore... i really announced it didn't i? haha.. but i decided enough was enough so i'm not gonna carry on whining here. its over and thats most important..

next ... not worrying.. more puzzling.. are the dreams.. i guess i have an idea of what might have triggered them.. but its not really related... or is it? is my subconscious trying to tell me something? do i not want to listen? should i? argh.

'Promise me you'll try to like it.. really. Promise?'

Friday, September 02, 2005

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I can't get no. Satisfaction.

The Elusive -

Twice, I have been left high and dry.
Without the thrill slithering down my throat.
Without the salty-metallic ocean taste in my mouth.

Frustrated.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

flavour

Mmm ... licorice! Strong and edgy, you're the flavor of black jellybeans and Good 'n' Plentys. Some people absolutely love you (in fact, they might even find you addictive), but you're definitely not for everyone. But that's okay with you — you'd rather pick and choose your companions. When you have time for friends at all, that is. Powerful and very potent, you're goal-oriented and ambitious — you don't let much stand in your way. There's nothing sweet or sugary about you; you're a serious taste that's best suited for the truly focused. Lingering, enigmatic, and a little hard to pin down, you're a truly tantalizing treat.

career type
ENFP
That means that based on the standard measure of personality traits, you have strong organizational and project management skills. When others lose sight of the big picture, you help them to stay focused to see what's important and weed out unnecessary details. You are most fulfilled by your work when you are allowed to think creatively and consider new approaches to work. You are not afraid to take calculated risks and see mistakes or failures as opportunity for growth.

You have a diverse array of interests and are even regarded as a Renaissance type of person. You possess an inspiring zest for life and abound with creativity. You seek venues to express your thoughts and feelings. Your personality and beliefs shine through in most of the work you do.

Room style. haha
Modern
Sometimes less really is more. A modern style like yours tends to be refreshingly clutter-free and all about simple lines. Maybe you use square, pop-up baskets to hide laundry or have straightforward twill bedding in a monochromatic hue. Simplicity is for you.

While you may get overwhelmed when everyday clutter starts accumulating on flat surfaces (don't we all?), you're also probably pretty organized. Which may be why the people who know you like to congregate in your spare, calm surroundings. Maybe you set the tone with a steel desk lamp and keep disarray at bay with great-looking storage boxes. We're guessing you pretty much have a place for everything and that translates into a room that perfectly reflects your clean, modern style.